With work, these coping skills can eventually become their regular response to stimuli. Others might withdraw from society where they are inundated with lights, sounds, or sensations that are overwhelming or painful. I am generally not an angry person at all. The flashing light makes you instantly nauseous.
Adult Sensory Processing Disorder
Not to mention the ongoing development of self through activities that help us grow and bring us pleasure. The more I read, the more events in my life started making sense.